Week 23-24: DMP Manifesting all around me…..

Its Sunday Morning (EST) and we are just about to have the final course webinar for the Master Key Mastermind for MKE 2016 /2017….

My DMP is in full swing for fulfillment… all the parts are working together in tandem in a progression that has been formulated by mysterious source that never sleeps to ensure a measure of effortless success….

Story 1

Back Oct 2016… I decided I needed to get a part time job to help thread the needle and prime the pump to get my life flowing in the direction that I needed to. I started a part time job in which I ascertained I needed a minimum of 15 hours a week.  In January My hours were between 10-12 hours a week so I made the decision to find another part time job. The only precursor is that the process had to be effortless.

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So the first week I decided I was going to make one resume and apply for 3 jobs. If that did not yield results I was to create a new resume and apply for 3 more jobs.  The process would be performed until I had a job.  First resume I drafted was for grocery / convenience stores. The first I dropped off was at a local super market here called Sobey’s.. the second was at a Grocery store a few miles away called Metro.  The 3rd hadn’t been decided yet at the time.  I dropped off the resume on Wednesday.   I was told to come back for an interview on Saturday.  The second resume I dropped off I never heard a response from.  I went to my interview on the Saturday and told them what I required. Which is a part time job for between 6 months and 1 year…  for me to get my entrepreneurial pursuits off the ground.  They said they required someone who had the intention on staying that they planned on investing a lot of time an energy in.  I thanked them for their time but we both agreed that this was not going to be a harmonious situation. The interview was over in about 10 minutes or less.

After leaving the interview I asked myself “How much better can things get that this and What else is Possible? ” … within a few minutes I had an idea that I should go up the street and apply for a job up at the local 7-Eleven.  I walked up that Saturday afternoon. I was told to come in on Monday for an interview.  I was offered the job Right then and there.  It was truly a very effortless process

I’ve been noticing with myself that life is really becoming quick paced and intense.. I am Man jump through the gap. Element of design.so focused on my process that I’ve been letting that good old blue print to get its two cents in and take me away from being as true the course material as I have been.  My focus now has become to adopt an attitude of self reliance and keeping the tools that I have been given in good standing order and adopt them for my own purposes as I forge along ahead as I move manifest my goals in my definite major purpose.

 

Story 2

The new job I started has a dress code. Ideally they want us wearing black pants and black shoes. So I went to the local Good Will to pick up some work pants that I could use.  The first pair I tried on when I get home.. I noticed didn’t have any belt loops!!!! A pair of dress pants with no belt loops.. I found that very strange. I started to check all my pockets and I found a $20 dollar bill in my back left pocket!!!!!!!

I find after 6 months ” Do it now” is something that has been truly taken to heart…. ” I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious & happy” is something that is flowing through my brain every day automatically.

Haanel Week 24 – 15

All thought is a form of energy, a rate of vibration, but a thought of the Truth is the highest rate of vibration known and consequently destroys every form of error in exactly the same way that light destroys darkness; no form of error can exist when the “Truth” appears, so that your entire mental work consists in coming into an understanding of the Truth. This will enable you to overcome every form of lack, limitation or disease of any kind.

lit candleThe past 6 months have imbued me with a knowledge and confidence in my life and where I am going in my life that I’ve never had before. I know that finding my truths has been such a critical part of this transformation. I know where I am going in my life now.. I know what I feel passion about and this has resulted in an unbelievable happiness in my life. I truly feel the lack and limitation of all kinds falling away in my life as I move forward.

Today it really is a commencement. This is the first day of the rest of my life and seeing what has been available to us as the result of becoming alumni members of the Master Keys program it starts a process that will just continue to get better and better as time goes on.

I am very much looking forward to becoming a lifetime member and continuing onto the guide training in the future.

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Week 22a – Integration and the Future Self

One of the many things I have taken away from the Master Keys is realizing how much I enjoy blogging.  I think it is ultimate important to keep current and when you write you need to write in the ‘now’ because that is truly where our awareness should be!

Last week was one of those weeks where my blogging seemed to really take a back seat. So this will be one of the few times I will be blogging about something in the past tense.  I guess its an interesting exercise for me.

In the Week 23 Webinar material Mark J talks about how there is a tendency for students to not want the process to end.  I think this was exactly what I was going through. I felt resistant. I pushed away the training… I can say I actually really truly dug my heals in with a resilient stubbornness which is a classing “Dan” Trait.  I was running from the fact that pretty soon this course will be over and we will be self sufficient. I was running from the fact that In only a few short weeks this program will be over and I will be the Master and Chief of any and all decisions I make with regards to how I apply this material in my life.

Week 22a Really had me focusing on that ‘becoming the master of my emotions’. I reallysun_rays_through_clouds_golden_by_trustock felt a huge moment of awareness set in.  I didn’t disconnect entirely to have my quiet period.. but I had many small moments of quiet in which I found that space for little golden rays of light to shine through.  I am really not in a place in my life where I can take a week to sit in silence. But it has become one of my goals to reach a place in my life where I can take a week to do so.

There were a few days last week where I tried to run as far as I could from the course and the material.  What I found when I did is that who I was.. truly doesn’t exist anymore.  I have openly accepted it so much in my life that there is not a moment in which I am not using some tool that I have learned over the past 6 months. I find my level of happiness and confidence in myself and what I am doing in my life makes things rather effortless for me.

The Self Reliance Article in the Activity says the following:

To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men,

FreeColorfulPuzzlePiecesThese words stuck me with a big huge A-Ha…. If we are All One separated only be a degree.. If we really do believe with true conviction and we truly identify with it.. does’t that mean we are living our fit in the world? By holding Our Definite major purpose and being near dear and true to it.. we are functioning in our role as a Piece of the whole. I love playing with words…. Could it not just be the need to be “at Peace” but to be “at Piece” too….? If we are really believing what is true for us. What we do benefits all men.. thus it is true for all men because we are truly contributing our Piece.. to the universe.

From a very young age I was always a video gamer. Computers fascinated me.. Technology og-sc2-legacy-of-the-voidby itself has been fascinating. There was something as we are on Scroll VI  that really hit home for me last week. About 1.5 years ago I took a step back from all gaming what so ever. I even removed games from my phones. I was the gaming… non gamer?  Everyone seems to have something interesting they unwind around. For many of us it can be Sports.. playing.. watching.. etc..  For me I’ve never been much of a sports fan.. (Sorry Mark and Daveen… football is lost on me:) ) But… gaming on the other hand…. I found an interesting thing beginning to develop in my routine when I was unwinding… I started to watch replays of other people playing various games.. (Starcraft II is one of my faves)…

I wanted you all to hold that thought for a minute… And read this from Scroll VI…

Henceforth, I will know that only those with inferior ability can always be at their best, and I am not inferior. There will always be days when I must constantly struggle against forces which would tear me down. Those such as despair and sadness are simple to recognize, but there are others, which approach with a smile and the hand of friendship, and they can also destroy me. Against them, too, I must never relinquish control –

If I become overconfident, I will recall my failures.

If I overindulge, I will think of past hungers.

If I feel complacency, I will remember my competition.

If I enjoy moments of greatness, I will remember moments of shame.

If I feel all-powerful, I will try to stop the wind.

If I attain great wealth, I will remember one unfed mouth.

If I become overly proud, I will remember a moment of weakness.

If I feel my skill is unmatched, I will look at the stars.

The reality is.. sometimes the things that bring us ultimate joy in our lives.. bring us out of phase with our definite major purpose. Its about keeping ourselves centered..  I took the last week to re-integrate this part of me into my life, but with the understanding that with me being the Master of my emotions … I can have fun and enjoy it… but not let interfere with my definite major purpose in life.  In fact it can be used to enhance my life..

As I began to watch replays… it made me realize how much I did miss the art of gaming and the way it helped my brain unravel itself. It allows me to turn off the chatting mind and lets me flow and create in a way that I don’t do in other pursuits in my life.  I would say Week 22a was about integrating a huge part of me that I had blocked off from the rest of myself… telling that part of me he is important and I need to be WHOLE in order for the future me to manifest different aspects of my being-ness.

I feel as though for a little while it took a lot of my free time.. and I did neglect the course and my normal routine for a while because of it. But the joy I experienced as a result truly made me see how important this part of me is.

My home work for Week 23 was to bring that part of me into balance… to make time for it as part of my schedule and be aware of what my other responsibilities are. There will be times where I simply need to relax and unwind.. Sometimes I will be Salsa Dancing.. sometimes It’ll be hiking…. or yoga.. or Wall climbing.. but sometimes I will just need to disengage from the go go go.. and truly let my soul relax via the processes in which come most naturally to me.

stacks_image_133The biggest part of this, this is all me… I need to be self reliant to make this happen. I have to be the one with the tools to mange my time and my energy… The beauty of what has unfolded with in right now.. is I’ve been given the tools to put everything info focus. I can integrate this part of me and become more Whole Perfect Strong Powerful loving Harmonious & Happy… and be the Champion and Gate Keeper of my Subconscious. After all sometimes its also about learning when to let go and relax….

I think the biggest development for me is learning to remember to keep things balanced when I reach those states of Euphoria and remembering that even when I am happy I need to understand that both the happiness and the sadness are all part of the whole… this has really helped me achieve a balance I haven’t had before in my adult life…

 

 

 

Week 21-Miracles

My Blog Post didn’t cover Miracles for the Week but Steve does a good job Capturing Miracles in his Post!

Steve's Journey

Everything around us is a miracle, we are miracles.  Last weekend I attended Leadership training for my business. The speaker was talking about the importance of having a goal statement and goals, written down and read out loud a couple of times a day.  He asked if anyone had them and had them with them.  Out of the group of about 30, four of us did.  He asked us to come up to the front of the room and read the first paragraph of our goal statement/goals to the group.  I went last. I have mine memorized so I did not need to bring anything with me:

The power within me is Omnipotent and continues to guide and prepare me on my journey.  A journey I was chosen and appointed by God, to bear fruit that lasts by showing His love to others.  Making a difference in their lives, spiritually…

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Week 18 – A little bit late…. Beef Stroganoff anyone??

Well here we are on Monday into the beginnings  of week 19 and I realized I have totally dc1eb6ec-f90e-49ed-85aa-a6dc5f8de0cfmissed the deadline for my Week 18 post to be considered on time.  This week has been I think one of the hardest weeks to keep connected to the course I have had thus far… I’m gonna own it and say this has been the first time in my mind that I have really truly strayed from these habits that I have been cultivating over the past 19 weeks… perhaps the better terminology for it is ‘my habits took a few days vacation…. because I was to busy making a nice big Pot of Beef Stroganoff ‘

In taking a step back from the course I can say I have learned a few things and given myself a little bit of a chance to digest the significance of what we are all truly going through here.  Even with knowing I was off the reservation.. I still feel the momentum that I have created and been maintaining through the totality of this course.  I’m rounding the corner into Week 19 with a new found momentum and excitement regarding the passion and purpose I have to continue this process of change and evolution in my life.

Way back when we were doing Scroll 1…Og says the following

Today my old skin has become as dust. I will walk tall among men and they will
know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life.

I know deep down I am fundamentally different. the changes have been so drastic of such a short period of time I barely have a grasp on who I am and where all of this is taking me. But what I do understand is that the changes are continuing and even once this course is completed all of this material is still new to me and I will be working with my Tribe to continue this growth process in my life.

This past weekend I got to spend the Weekend with my Children.  My son Just turned 13 at the end of January and my Daughter is 10 going on 17…. Being with them really was another reminder of how important the work that I am doing here is.  How every single thing I’ve struggled through has lead to a victory in which I begin this course over 18 weeks ago… and how it had permanently changed the way I see the world.  I know that through me being a happier person.. I will also be able to set that example that will teach my children how to lead happier and more fulfilling lives and that is truly inspirational for me.

I keep a project folder together with all of my daily reading… The book goes with me everywhere.  For the Majority of the course its the first thing I go to in the morning and the last thing that I go to at night.  I keep a print out of the scroll we are on and switch it out mid way through when the we modify the tense from “I will” to ” I am doing it now”… Mark says we should add a quote from the previous scroll to the current scroll… What I have done is begun to accumulate a quote from every scroll and I read every quote before I start the scroll we are on. So I’m triggering all 5 Scrolls 3 times a day… I really do feel like there is value in me doing that.. it doesn’t take that much extra time but the benefits are great.

In scroll V Ogg has written the following:

I will live this day as if it is my last.

I have but one life and life is naught but a measurement of time. When I waste one I destroy the other. If I waste today I destroy the last page of my life. Therefore, each hour of this day will I cherish for it can never return. It cannot be banked today to be withdrawn on the morrow, for who can trap the wind? Each minute of this day will I grasp with both hands and fondle with love for its value is beyond price. What dying man can purchase another breath though he willingly give all his gold? What price dare I place on the hours ahead? I will make them priceless!

12d0ce6ba1effb0f6b3d4253edc61f6fIt really does add power to “DO IT NOW” for me. Why leave a job undone for your future self?  Why squander the time we have been given?  Last night I turned on the TV and started to watch an action movie called “The Kingsman ”  There was a part in the movie in which the villain sets up this sonic weapon that drives everyone in a targeted area into a state of insanity through their technology.  The scene in question triggered me to ask.. Why am I watching this? What good is it doing? Here I am in this priceless moment and I am watching senseless killing taking place… What is this doing for my subby? Am I truly being the CHAMPION and gatekeeper?  Every moment is priceless.. It made me realize I must begin to redefine what I classify as ‘down time’ and what I do when I am ‘relaxing’. It was a defining moment in where I go from here because what I have realized is that my habits here need to change as well and what I equate to ‘down time’ and ‘relaxing’ definitely need to take on a new meaning.

Haanal Says the following in Chapter 18.25

25. It is clear, therefore, that thoughts of abundance will respond only to similar
thoughts; the wealth of the individual is seen to be what he inherently is. Affluence within is found to be the secret of attraction for affluence without. The ability to produce is found to be the real source of wealth of the individual. It is for this reason that he who has his heart in his work is certain to meet with unbounded success. He will give and continually give; and the more he gives, the more he will receive.

When we give and when we receive we are creating the current in our lives. With current rpt_pdcurrentflow there is Power.. It is only through giving of ourselves in every moment in which we become more of what we are and what we are becoming.  Oh my goodness this is such an A-HA moment… it makes so much sense!!!!!! It is only through making the main thing the main thing and doing the main thing that we EMPOWER ourselves.

I come from a life in which I was great at thinking but not so great at the doing.  This just peels away another layer for me and makes me even more aware of the importance of the progression and what we are doing here. Through adopting the habit of doing a lot more effectively I know I am opening up the ability to generate that Empowering flow in my life.

 

 

 

 

 

Week 17 – Happiness & Accountability

Conversation @ Salsa Night – Part 1

One of my goals to support my DMP is to make it out it out to Salsa Night every Saturday Night.  So last night was my night to get my Dancing Sillies out…. It was a great night… its probably the first time I was actually on the Dance floor for practically the entire time. I had a brief discussion with one of the ladies there which reinforce some key aspects to this course and I wanted to acknowledge and show my gratitude for this experience.

She had drawn to the fact that my last night could be Jewish … I explained that it the nature of the origins were German in my case as my dad immigrated from Germany during WW2… She had asked me If I had learn to speak German, my reply was that my parents never taught me.  She playfully challenged me in her reply.  She asked me how old I was… I replied “I’m 37” I’m paraphrasing here but her reply was along the lines of at 37 years old there was nothing stopping me from learning… and the only one responsible for not learning was me… That I was the one that had accountability within that respect.  Is this not true for everything in life? Are we not accountable for every choice we make whether we are aware of it or not.

This was a great lesson in terms of the language and how we speak in terms of being effective creators in this world.  For me to say “Mom and Grandmother never taught  me” was posting a blame on someone else outside of myself.  It was pointing my finger at the worth without and letting the effects determine what emotions, idea’s and beliefs behind it.  I am writing this post because I’ve noticed that the old blueprint may show up in ways we don’t expect. But the language and science behind what we say is still exact.  It was a beautiful example of my experiences helping me along and becoming my own observer. We must be ever vigilant!

Conversation @ Salsa Night – Part 2

Our conversation moved into a discussion about documentaries. She had mentioned a documentary she watched about Jackie Robinson The Baseball Player . We just got to talking about TV watching habits. She mentioned she only watches Documentaries and Comedy… and the reasoning behind this would be right in line with the 7 Day Mental Diet. Why fill your brain with things that don’t contribute to your ultimate happiness???  It was an inspirational experience for me because its a reflection of someone who’s blueprint has no room for things that don’t bring her joy.  I’ve always been a SCI-FI fan. I’ve grown up on Star Trek TNG…. (Yeah Fabulous Davene .. I think we can be friends…. 🙂  hehe ) I enjoyed each episode because there was a general theme to everyone that taught a life lesson… but I see how a lot of the stuff I’ve watched on TV has not been so much in line with Joy and Happiness.   A reminded of ways I can be nicer to myself and increase the quality of the Broad Cloth I use to weave the tapestry of my life….  PS there is a great mv5bmjayotcznzyzmf5bml5banbnxkftztgwmzc5ndg0mje-_v1_uy268_cr870182268_al_episode called “Tapestry” where the Captain of the Enterprise is critically wounded and an omnipotent being called “Q” givens him the chance to undo certain mistakes he has made and live a life without these “Mistakes” only to find out that these actions shaped his life gave him the wisdom he needed and made him the great man he had become…. Here is a 2 minute clip from the episode on YouTube for all you Trekkies out there…  Have a great Week 17 Everyone!!!!!! Really looking forward to the Sunday Webinar today!!!

Tapestry Clip

Week 15- In Sight Full, In Full Sight

I didn’t cover this in my blog entry for the week… but I have been feeling this exact same sense… this need to hunker down and apply what To launch my own Blitzkreig! Thank you very Much Jessica for sharing this with us!!!!

Master of My Own Keyngdom

This is my favorite definition of insight. I found it on dictionary.com:

an instance of apprehending the true nature of a thing, especially through intuitive understanding.
Apprehending? HA! Like something you have to chase down?! An elusive mythical creature that taunts you in your dreams and in your imagination. Yup that’s right. Not just gonna walk through the front door with gifts in arm. You gotta work for that insight. You gotta consciously take steps toward that coy critter. You must orchestrate a blitzkreig on yourself, form a plan of action and carry forth with courage! Build a strong blind up in the trees of your habit forming mind and stock it with provisions and #MKMMA tools and Sit up there, and you Sit and you Sit. You do some exercises and you Sit some more until your belly grubbles and your mouth is parched, the temperature drops and the…

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Week 15 – Aphids, Snow Flakes, Flowers, Brooms & a Wizard!

Its Saturday Morning and how quickly the first week of 2017 is coming to a close. I have been thinking a lot about the story from the Master Key lesson dealing with how when a Potted Rose Bush Plant Dies:

Master Keys – Week 15

“In order to obtain the material, potted rose bushes are brought into a room and
placed in front of a closed window. If the plants are allowed to dry out, the aphids
(parasites), previously wingless, change to winged insects. After the
metamorphosis, the animals leave the plants, fly to the window and then creep
upward on the glass.”

It is evident that these tiny insects found that the plants on which they had been
thriving were dead, and that they could therefore secure nothing more to eat and
drink from this source. The only method by which they could save themselves from starvation was to grow temporary wings and fly, which they did.

T the sycamore-aphidAphid’s grow wings so they can leave their former home that is no longer capable of sustaining them. Is this not so true with people in your life.  When what you are sending out no longer sustains and feeds the peptide configuration that they are maintaining. The only choice is for them to either change the nature of their diet or Grow wings and fly, fly, fly away.  Right now I am watching old feeling and emotions start to wither and die in my life. As I am doing this all of the infrastructure which was supporting itself on that old blue print is shifting and dying too. The temptation is to go back and feel gratified with anger about the circumstances leading this change. But that is the old blueprint talking. I am ever vigilant of that Tried Tested and True Law of Growth.

Law of Growth

“Whatever we Focus on Grows whatever we forget about atrophies”

This week I got to spend some great quality time with my children.  I am divorced and my kids live in another city. So to get that 1 on 1 time is something I really cherish.  One of my DMP goals is to lead a life in which my outer world reflects an inner world that prioritizes spending time with both of my children Every Week.    My Daughter and I saw the movie Sing which I think would be a great movie for Mark and Davene to suggest next course to reflect a Definite Major Purpose. I will say this is probably my #1 thing I have gratitude for this week in my life. It made if a very very good time for me.

I feel the New Year has started off with the priority of continuing to let a lot of the old go in order to make room for the new. I find right now with us being focused on insight my Subby is getting a real boost in becoming more aware of holding my ground even when I life-after-bankruptcy-feature-money-720x430am  plagued with the disease of despair.  There are certain times in my life now when I am feeling the need to fall into old patterns and I say.. NONONO Dan… this is not the life you wish to live. You do not see yourself living a life where action a).. b) or c) is part of the picture.  Because what is the #1 thing if our ACTIONS are missing… the knowledge itself will never be applied because its only through actions that the activation of this knowledge is possible. So when we do fall into our old patterns and recognize it… not only do we need to congratulate ourselves for a job well done in being aware.. but make the choice to pick an action.. ANY action that will be a reflection of the new pattern!

When I was a younger version of myself my mother took me to a place in which I learned the skills of being able to act out and talk about how I was feeling. So whenever I’m going 11-theater-symbol-masks-free-cliparts-that-you-can-download-to-you-snpuje-clipartthrough something I may do a little bit of role playing in my head to really get to the root of how I am feeling at a particular time. Usually this is in times of feeling down or depressed or angry about something…. oh I am gonna do this… because you (person a, person b, person c) was acting in a certain way.  But what I realized this morning.. is I was indeed talking to myself. I was emotionally engaged in the process…. feeling strong passionate emotion… I am talking about the thing that I DO NOT wish to focus on.. but guess what??? What we focus on grows…. What is it Mark J said… the soil doesn’t care what you grow in it… Corn.. Potato’s…. Night Shade or Poison Ivy…… its all the same… I knew what he was saying… and I’ve know stuffy stuff like this for a long long time…. BUT… I will say this morning.. I am fully and truly aware of it.

I am not to blame….. But i am Accountable….. Truly Accountable for the creative forces that my words and emotions invoke in my life.   I am a wizard and the spells I invoke are the words impregnated with Emotion in which I speak. With words I can build the most intricate beautiful things or release a deluge and a flood to take it all away in an instant.. I am a creator… I am Accountable….” I am Whole, Perfect, Strong, Powerful, Loving, Harmonious and Happy”

The thing I’m struggling with right now is that through my emotion and through my fantasiaxwords I can invoke the energies of likeness in other people.  Could it be..? Could I be accountable for what someone else says?  How can I be… its Their ISSUE… not mine… I am right…. How dare they say this to me… but the thing is… if I am speaking about someone else… I am still speaking about myself… as ‘another self’ Is me! only separated by a degree!  If I am speaking I am creating… If I am speaking about what I don’t want I am still creating what I don’t want! This dialectic reminds me reminds me of a cartoon I remember watching as a kid where Mickey mouse cast a spell on a broom to fetch him a pail of water and the results of his actions get a little out of hand when he loses control of the the the situation. He tries chop the broom up into little pieces and each broom turns into another broom.. each brown is immovable in its power and quest.. This is just like us when we create something with our words.  We may try to take short cuts… but more often broomsandwaterthat not if we are not manifesting thing with the right intent.. the right emotion… Those actions get the better of us.. we lose control… and it can make a little bit of a mess in our lives! In the Cartoon its only when the master magician comes in and cleans up Mickey’s mess is his broom army dispelled… I think in a way our subby is the Magic and our Conscious mind being the Champion and gate keeper of our Subconscious mind is the wizard. It is only when we truly empower ourselves with the right ‘magic’ that we can bring harmony into our lives.   I feel like the Sunday Webinar is ce13be6c61c2c77e053e774f68551c8alike the Magician coming into my life… making me more aware… allowing to be more accountable and reminding me how powerful and amazing each and everyone of us are.   The Fabulous, Davene, Mark, Our Guides (Mine being the Gifted Glorious Gina), My tribe…. all of this is hear to help us learn to become the most powerful versions of ourselves that we can be.  We are learning to become our own Master Magician’s… we are learning to invoke the spells in our lives that have been woven with the most intricate of broad cloth!

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I felt it was of tremendous importance to share this going into Week 16 … Because what are we doing?  We are learning about how when the flower withers and Dies the things and experiences that no longer server us evolve and begin to flow outward of our lives.. As the flower dies… the Aphids (A parasite) grows wings to leave the flower…. As we begin to scn0002346_110165truly evolve in our lives… it may be uncomfortable… but being uncomfortable is where the most growth takes place!!!!  We may be tempted to feed into the old blue print because we are afraid of whats happening… I know for me some of this unknown makes me deeply uncomfortable… but do you know what I also see?  I also see tonnes more of smiling faces. I see a great Mastermind… I see friends that I didn’t have.. I see all of the people I help… I see that I’ve become an Emissary of Quan for my Computing Clients… I see that I have so much to be Grateful for… I have life long friends that I did not know only 15/16 short weeks ago.. and yes all this newness scares me.. but I think its my power that scares me to… The Power of being accountable… the power to change my life in any way I see fit.   The power to attract and build whatever I wish!  In a way it was easier just to blame others for the situation I was in. But things being easier surely didn’t mean being happier!

Moving into Week 16

I am left with the notion of how important it is the Starve out the old aspects that no longer serve me.  How even if I am experiencing those moments of despair how important it is to stay strong and continue with the process of evolution. I feel as though the hardest part is over for me… I’ve watched my connections closest family members change and improve over the duration of the course. I’ve watched my relationship with my Grandmother (who I live with ..) evolve into something more Harmonious.  What I have realized… if I can see a marked change in those I care about most… Its a true reflection of the power and effectiveness of the principles we are working with here.   The biggest hurtle with this process learning to truly ‘feel’ the trust the process on a subconscious Snowflake Edgelevel with the Master Keys Mastermind.  When we are doing something new we look for that manifestation of results…  Results I am now reaping the benefits of in a continual process of unfolding and evolution. I think so  much of the success lies in the progress of the approach that we all take.. and the vibrational signature we maintain in the day to day of life. Scroll 4 is slowly percolating into every facet of my subconscious with my daily reading… I am starting to feel that love of being more of who I am. Being my unique quirky self… I constantly tell people… Everybody is Weird… its all about the Weird you can live with! 🙂 Also there is the recognizing the beauty and strength and uniqueness in everyone else. They say no two snowflakes are the same? That goes the same with everyone that has ever been! Being in scroll 4.. really connects me to Scroll 2 (I greet this day with Love in  My heart)… because we not only need to love our own uniqueness but the uniqueness of everyone around us…    Has anyone thought about the fact that we have a 6 month course… but 10 scrolls? 🙂 Even after the course is over… the progress we continue to manifest is up to us.  I personally feel a deep sense of gratitude ever growing in me. I find the flashcard exercise is absolutely amazing. I think I last counted about 122 of them and I’m probably going to be adding anther 20-30 between today and tomorrow.  I want to thank everyone who has taken the time to read and experience this blog post. Thank you Mark, Davene and the Mastermind team for being your awesome selves and creating this space for learning, growth and self discovery.  Thank you Tribe for being there for this continue process of unfolding. Thank you to my friends family for being so supportive in my choosing to do this course!  Thank you Denis for being my Mastermind go to guy that I can talk and share this experience with  and ramble on in excess to almost Every day Daily!  See all of my Mastermind Family in the Webinar tomorrow!!!

If you guys want to have a look the clip I was talking about Its called “Fantasia – The Sorcerer’s Apprentice”  You can watch it on You Tube here: