A year later and…..

After the course completed last year in March 2017, I found myself with drawling from the community. The MKMMA definitely changed my life forever for the better. I can remember it was mentioned in the course that as you go through the process you will find yourself re-evaluating your Personal Pivotal needs as well as what your definite major purpose is. This process has continued for me as I’ve gone on with my life.

I know one of the primary goals was to create a group of self directed thinkers that are willing to take their own evolution by the horns and not be afraid to truly figure out what they love to do.

I can say the harmony from the course has created a harmonic resonance in myself.  I’ve spent the last 18 years of my life in a career that has highly been involved with Computers, Technology, Telecommunications and Networking.  Over the past 3 my interest has narrowed into becoming more of a Computing Consultant… I have had all of these grand plans… and somehow all of those grand plans never came to fruition.  There was always something that got in the way. I would say the biggest thing that got in the way was me and what I had in-between my own ears.

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“Today my old skin has become as dust. I will walk tall among men and they will
know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life.”

I’ve found myself torn over the past year in an attempt to balance all of the sphere’s of my life. I finally hit a huge shifting point last week.  You know how sometimes we just need to be in the right place in our lives in order to be able to make a shift?  I realize with the shift that I am going through… I am truly a new man.. with a new life …

Are you ready to cry??

I’ve started to watch a vlog called Nas Daily.  He had posted a video called “Are you ready to cry?” I’ve linked the video in the title.. it only takes a minute to watch. Its on Facebook, so If you don’t have an account you might have a little difficulty watching it.  The premise is, if you want to do something… how far are you willing to go? Are you willing to fail and continue.. are you prepared to have many hard days and nights… are you willing to Cry for what you are doing and continue?  If the answer is no.. then you need to find something else…

I also started to reflect on the idea… what would it take for someone to drop everything they were doing, to stop procrastinating to be entirely present in a moment?  What scenario would it take you to be so passionate about something that you were willing not to procrastinate to get it done…  I’ll give you an example… we live our lives… when someone that we love very much gets sick many of us will drop everything to deal with that. We will struggle through tears, we will leave our jobs we will do anything we can because of how important they are in our lives.

I’ve been working hard to setup the tools I need to work with a Calendar, Task list as well as time blocking in my life.  Its taken me a while to struggle with my old blue print and develop a new set of habits that works for me (Its still a work in progress.. but isn’t it always.. 🙂 ) But the one foundation of that is learning to treat your time as Sacred.   I know Mark J covers OATS and talks about how we make our family’s a priority when we are setting up our schedule. There is another lady who does a really good job covering the topic as well that I enjoyed listening to by the name of Tracy Hensel.

She has done an excellent job setting up a working schedule with her family as well as managing her time effectively.  For me the issue has become about learning to really see and feel that my time is Sacred. As well as manage it effectively.

I had begun to look at my scheduling from a different set of eyes. I begin to ask myself… What was I willing to Cry for… that I considered sacred… that I would not procrastinate with.  My own truth led me to realize there has been a lack of conviction in my life about where I am going and what I am doing.  That is why there has been so much procrastination in my own life.

To much on the go….

A few weeks ago I was attending a weekly Business Acceleration workshop. The speaker talked about how We need to pick a series of actions and repeat those actions to completion.  I have had a habit of being very scattered and putting a lot on my plate. Being as stubborn as I can be I always told myself that I would try harder to bring it all together.

I know that I have to make some choices and I need to make a decision to back away from some things to truly focus on what my main thing is.  But I think it also forces me to reconsider what that main thing actually is…  My goal over the coming week is to revamp my DMP, create an updated movie poster snap shot that is sync’ed up with my DMP and lock onto that is with a razor focus with clearing out a lot of the noise I think I may be experiencing. I am really working on finding out what I am really truly passionate about(its funny how we think we know.. but then realize something more about ourselves as we evolve), what I am willing to cry for and what I am willing to cut out the procrastination for.  Maybe this is something that is still hiding behind a piece of that clay covering my golden statue.


Week 20 – Transform & Roll Out!

I feel the lat winds of summer blowing on the back of my neck with respect to the 2016/2017 MKMMA course.  I live very close to the water front.  I’ve really found that by watching the Geese it puts me in Tune with the Year is.

Where I am is a HUB for these Geese year around.  In the winter you can sometimes canada_goose_feather_detail_by_merhlin-d9lkaqh.jpgsee 1000’s of them out on the water. If you go out at night and listen to their squeaking it can really be something awe inspiring.

In the spring time after they have settled the Geese will pluck out their flying feathers and as a result they cannot fly from the beginning of mating season until their feathers grow back in during the later part of the summer.

Geeseandbabies.jpgEach of us in the course took the time to pluck out our flying feathers and stay put here in the course and nurture our new blueprint just like the Geese take the time to Nurture their young.  I think its safe to say that if you have been here its because you’ve done the work… and if you’ve done the work you’ve seen changes and transformations in your life.  The law of growth has kicked in.. and you’ve been changed forever!

This week in the Master keys… we have delves back into a little bit more of the ‘father and I are one’… which hash been very nice to revisit.

Master keys 20.13

31. For your exercise this week, go into the Silence and concentrate on the fact
that “In him we live and move and have our being” is literally and scientifically exact! That you ARE because He IS, that if He is Omnipresent He must be in you. That if He is all in all you must be in Him! That He is Spirit and you are made in “His image and likeness” and that the only difference between His spirit and your spirit is one of degree, that a part must be the same in kind and quality as the whole. When you can realize this clearly you will have found the secret of the creative power of thought, you will have found the origin of both good and evil, you will have found the secret of the wonderful power of concentration, you will have found the key to the solution of every problem whether physical, financial, or

This reinforces the lesson of we are all truly one here.  That we are all truly one and only separated by a degree. Within that lesson it really connects me with the idea that I am just as responsible for any experience I connect with in this worth and simply by being aware of it… even if I am not aware of it.. I am still contributing to the experience relative to the whole.  It’s made me much more receptive and aware of whats going on around me.  Paying attention to the quality of the experiences manifesting and unfolding around me.

I am struggling this week keeping connected to the MKMMA process because of the momentum this process has built in my life.  So much so I finally said.. oh boy.. its Friday…I better get out there to one of my favorite cafe’s and get caught up on my Social Media requirements.

When I was about 1/3 of the way through this course I was convinced that I wanted to large-go-button.jpgcome back as a guide for the next round of the course.  But now I feel the imperative is changing in me. I feel such a passion to move forward and put what I’ve learned into practice here to Manifest my Definite Major Purpose. I know  I will be back again to do the course.. or maybe to become a guide… but for now my need to GO GO GO GO GO and DO IT NOW DO IT NOW DO IT NOW DO IT NOW…. has taken over….

The need to finish strong here is absolutely paramount for me.  I need to make sure I have worked  to make sure I have put into place the infrastructure to continue this growth and evolution process.  I think what Mark J and the MKMMA experience has Taught me how to Teach Me… I have learned what is required to change any aspect of my life. I know the process that has been invoked to migrate my habits as I see fit. To change direction if that is what is required…  To chip away all that concrete and see that Buddha within not only chip away the rest of that concrete but to buff and polish that Golden Buddha to make him shine even more.

My favorite quote from Scroll 5:

I live this day as if it is my Last.

I avoid with fury the killers of time. Procrastination I will destroy with action; doubt I bury under faith; fear I dismember with confidence.

Where there are idle mouths I listen now; where there are idle hands I linger not; where there are idle bodies I visit not.

Henceforth I know that to court idleness is to steal food, clothing and warmth from those I love. I am not a thief. I am a man of love and today is my last change to prove my love and my love and my greatness.

I feel myself overflowing with motivation and inspiration to do as much as I can to empower my journey, dreams & goals. There is a clear picture for me now. The direction my life is going is becoming more clear with every passing day. The Law of Growth has engulfed my life and I find that each exercise I do increases my momentum. I know where I want to go.  As for how I am gonna get there.. I will let my subconscious take care of that.

I don’t know what more I can say this week… other than I am very much looking forward to Sundays Webinar. I am very excited to hear what is in store for us as we continue to prepare for life after the course.

37117121In not to long it will be time for each and everyone of us to Roll out.  There will be no one to tell us we need to fill out a Survey. No Webinar… no course requirements… All we have is our requirements to ourselves.  I know I am more than ready to roll out and keep the lessons I learned in the Master Keys working for me. I also know it has put me in a position to impart what I have learned in my life. I know that the MKMMA process will be a part of my life from now on. I know I have a deep desire to come back and assist later on…  For now.. I’m excited to let this Law of Growth continue to gain momentum and see where life takes me!



Week 19 – The Power of Doing

I consider myself back on track and back with the program in terms of my daily habits of working with the course material.  The sit has become something that is a necessity for me and its always something I look forward to… Never are their two sits alike…. sometimes a chime goes on in my head after about 10 minutes saying that’s enough.. other times I end up spending over an hour or more in quiet contemplation… and sometimes I fall asleep…. but I always derive some value, put something new together and progress in some way shape or form.  There is the occasional day where I have missed it… and with that I do feel the ramifications of doing so… I always feel more grounded and more connected with it being part of my day.

compassI have been really thinking about the connection between the allegory relating to the impact our actions have in terms of empowering ourselves to move through life. I have begun to think of everything in my life as a progression. The one thing that Mark has done is made the designs of his progressions very well known.  This has been a very instrumental tool that I have used to reach my current level of understanding.   I am beginning to see my life as a series of intertwined progressions each contributing to a outcome that I can never really truly be aware of.   I can’t even tell you that I know how I’m going to get to where I am decide to go.  What I can tell you for sure… Is I didn’t know how I was gonna get to where I thought I was going to go before… the only difference is I no longer have the expectation I once did.  Because when I reflect on my life… there are many scenarios in which I could not tell you one year from the next that I could picture with any level of certainty that I knew I was going to be where I was going to be.  This really is simply living my life by the compass…  The destination is what has been set forth by my DMP.

There are many things I am grateful for in this course.  The one gratitude I am focused on 12d0ce6ba1effb0f6b3d4253edc61f6fin this moment is how Mark, Daveen, my Tribe & The Master Keys team is how they have returned the magic and mystery to my life.  I’m returning to that state in which not only am I happier.. but I am also seeing how there can’t possibly be an expectation… that I will simply never comprehend the mysterious source that never sleeps.  I’ve become vitally aware of my roll as the Champion and Gate Keeper of my subconscious… I know that its still a work in progress as it always will be really.. but I know through the law of growth I will become more adept in my process and craft as time moves on.

static-analysis-dynamic-analysisI am actually in total awe at how this knowledge of I have gained is unfolding into my life. Things simply make sense.  I know that these rules are devoid of religion or creed.. that they can be applied to anyone in any walk of life.  To me its not so much of  a question of any totality of divine power but more so understanding our role in whatever our belief system is… it helps us simply be a more effective force for good and our role as being this being that translates the static mind to dynamic mind through our thoughts which are in turned empowered by our actions.

The true power exists in making a habit of acting in accord with both natural law and our own definite major purpose.  Through being in phase with the plan that has been germinated by our thoughts an beliefs and fed and nurtured with our emotions.  I am seeing it kind of like the way an engineer or a technologist would build a circuit.  They would carefully select all their components to achieve the currency, voltages, phase, frequency and Power they desire then they would apply the necessary source to the circuit to achieve the desired result.

489264-image0For us this power is our action. It is simply the thing that does.  When we do.. we close the circuit with energy required to power the device that we have designed in our world within. The end result is the desired parameters we have defined.  We do not need to understand how all the components work. We simply trust that they have been designed to spec and that they will do what they have been designed to do.  This is exactly what we must do in our life.  We must trust that the natural laws and principles which are the components that have been designed for us. Are in spec to build a system that will achieve what we desire. We must build it with care and use well designed components.  We may not even understand what we need it to do right from the start. But from applying the law of grow eventually we will.  It may take a while.. We may need to go back to the drawing board but if we persist we will succeed.

This week has given me a clarity in where I need to go from here in terms of furthering my victory of being that Champion and Gate keeper. I have identified the area’s in my life that I must disconnect myself from. As I stop acting in harmony with these area’s I will be effectively removing the power they have in my life. Through that eventually those circuits will cease to exist… They will become overgrown.. or perhaps even cannibalized to build into the progressions in which I am headed.  In turn as I do this…. my circumstances, the people I connect with.. and the equilibrium in my life will change.  The energy in my life will just no longer sustain with those that are a reflection of the direction I am coming from.  It is the same as when it was discussed about the aphids Leaving the flowers when they began to dry up.  We will always instinctively travel to places that will be in line and in harmony with our experiences.  This goes for us too.. As we change we will notice that the people we attract change… Sometimes the challenge is simply staying out of the way of what the Subconscious is providing us!

I’m very much looking forward to the Webinar tomorrow….. It will be great to connect with my MKMMA family on that level again. Hope everyone is having an incredible weekend!!!



Week 17 – A method actor for my future self…..

I’m always amazing how I feel like this week is the most amazing week ever and This weekxzqx5cy I have made a self discovery that blows all the other self discoveries away… sometimes it adds a whole new dimension into my life… others it helps the pieces I already have fit into place in a lot more harmonious manner….  I don’t think this is the first time that I have mentioned it.. and I don’t think it will be last time I will be mentioning how amazing this is.  I am still in awe and blown away at what is taking place here.

IMG_0740.jpgI was thinking of the idea of watching a master builder create a foundation out of stone.. in his or her mind its as though he already see’s the wall before the stones are in place. He knows what the shape of the stones.. he knows if he has to trim anything off.  Every once in a while he looks up at a stone… chips of an edge, grabs a gob of plaster and slides it in place effortlessly… I see that the Master Keys is teaching us to be our own Master Builder to use the best quality the pieces that fit just right to make a solid structure that will sustain us for this life time.

This week the part of the Master Keys that really stuck out for me was #6 and #7….

6. Concentration is much misunderstood; there seems to be an idea of effort or
activity associated with it, when just the contrary is necessary. The greatness of an
actor lies in the fact that he forgets himself in the portrayal of his character,
becoming so identified with it, that the audience is swayed by the realism of the
performance. This will give you a good idea of true concentration; you should be so
interested in your thought, so engrossed in your subject, as to be conscious of
nothing else. Such concentration leads to intuitive perception and immediate insight
into the nature of the object concentrated upon.
7. All knowledge is the result of concentration of this kind; it is thus that the secrets
of Heaven and Earth have been wrested; it is thus that the mind becomes a magnet
and the desire

This tidbit of knowledge helped things click into place for me in a way that I could not havepuzzle-clicks-into-place ever expected. I often watched from a far in life as people seemed so invested in what they were doing that they seemed oblivious to all else…. I am realizing what is involved and invested in that type of concentration….


This week the following request was made for our Meditation / Sit:

33. For your exercise this week concentrate as nearly as possible in accordance
with the method outlined in this lesson; let there be no conscious effort or activity
associated with your purpose. Relax completely, avoid any thought of anxiety as to
results. Remember that power comes through repose. Let the thought dwell upon
your object, until it is completely identified with it, until you are conscious of
nothing else.
34. If you wish to eliminate fear, concentrate on courage.
35. If you wish to eliminate lack, concentrate on abundance.
36. If you wish to eliminate disease, concentrate on health.
37. Always concentrate on the ideal as an already existing fact; this is the germ
cell, the life principle which goes forth and sets in motion those causes which guide,
direct and bring about the necessary relation, which eventually manifest in form.

In my life I feel as though I have come to understand my role as the Gatekeeper of my Subconscious. I have been given a rule book.  Each week I receive a new parameter that helps me to better understand and am given new rules to add to my rule book. I have come to understand what the roles and responsibilities are… what the demarcation point is between the conscious and subconscious mind.  All to often in life I have found myself focused on the results and not into what the causes are …  When I start looking at the results of my actions as something I am most definitely accountable for. The relationship changes because I know that through the transmutation of my world within the output will change and if the results of my actions aren’t to my liking then all I need to do is work on the material I am putting into building my world within…

Here is the definition for Method -Acting:

method acting. noun. a dramatic technique in which actors identify as closely as possible with the character played by correlating experiences from their personal lives to the character; also called Stanislavsky system

heath-ledger-joker-2-1024x599Heath Ledger is one of those actors that was so good at assuming the identify of the character he was portraying that he literally lost touch with himself as he connected more and more with the character of the joker.  I recall feeling a huge loss to the world with his passing I will always remember how amazing he was.  Talking about acting and concentration made me think about him. Through being the Method actor… an individual gets so focused… possesses so much concentration he/she gets lost in his part he begins to feel exactly what he would feel if he were the person he was portraying… he/she dazzles his audience with his achievement.  In the situation with the Master Keys… The role I am working on portraying is the role of my future self.   Through Doing IT now…I become so connected with the future self that his presence is literally invoked in my life and the subconscious begins to work tirelessly to bring in all that is required to meet the requirements I have created. I treat my future self with the utter most love and care.  I don’t procrastinate and leave the load for my future generation to handle..  I take the time to do my Meditation/Sit and use my full concentration to continue the progression of becoming my future-self…. it really is a beautiful formula….

My sit today was a little bit later in the day to day. I devoted 30 minutes to the type of concentration required to manifest True Health & Liberty…  I thought of my future-self.. how will he feel… (not IF…. how will he feel WHEN)… I thought of how it felt to be living in my tranquil condo I envision… how it will smell.. the texture of the floor beneath my feet. The look on my children’s faces after picking them up to spend the weekend with bacon_eggsme… how breakfast will smell in the morning with me cooking Eggs Has-browns, bacon and Toast… The love.. the quality of the experience…  The scientific exactness of tailoring the life of a future self who has all his bases covered and has the ability to come and go as he pleases.  The version of me who always maintains harmony with the mysterious source which never sleeps which makes my dreams and makes me act in ways I do not comprehend.  I feel as though the emotions we use is like the batter of a cake. We can add these different ingredients of feelings… layer them.. interweave them… emulsify them in one another… we can then plant that emotion into the realm of the Subconscious and watch the subconscious get to work on beginning to feed that seed a115f7b1b9fc3de82519b63475d7100awhat it needs to spring forth into the world and begin to take root into our lives.  Through daily discipline and concentration of creating that space of relaxation for ourselves the subconscious can then get to work 24/7 to manifest this new reality we have mixed together of ourselves… through furthering our understanding of it… through adding hqdefaultdifferent layers just as an engineer designs layer after layer for a battleship and by adding that Enthusiastic, True, Raw, passionate, powerful, loving emotion we breath life into each layer.  It becomes clearer day by day as we practice it becomes easier and easier to continue this and get better at it….. The picture becomes clearer and clearer. The structures better and better defined. Things begin to interconnect in ways that only yesterday only the dreamer could dream and now they are a reality….

Its not that I didn’t get it before…. it is that I get it in a different way. I understand it with another palate of colour added to the my ability to paint and create. I have been given another depth of emotion to use through that A-Ha moment realizing how important it is to become the Method Actor for my future self… I understand that this is a process of unfolding and as I continue to put in the hard mental labor not only will what I already know grows but what I will learn in the future weeks months and years will grow too.  I have never been more excited… more motivated… and more disciplined… never have I taken a process more sacred in my life.  In this way I am learning to Love myself in a way that is new to me too.  Realizing how important it is to establish and maintain my own relationship with my definiteness of purpose… something I did not understand only 18 weeks ago….

I can’t believe we only have 10 weeks left. I am having a hard time right at this moment communicating the amount of Gratitude I have in my heart for Mark J & The MKMMA team for offering the course as it has been set up with a “Pay it Forward” Scholarship.  It really does get it to the people who are ready to work and need it the most. It really has been a life changing experience and I as far as I’m concerned it has become an integral part of my life. It is my Ernest desire to help others along with this process in the future.  I am looking forward to connecting to everyone in the MKMMA family on Sunday… See you all there!!! 🙂



Week 17 – Happiness & Accountability

Conversation @ Salsa Night – Part 1

One of my goals to support my DMP is to make it out it out to Salsa Night every Saturday Night.  So last night was my night to get my Dancing Sillies out…. It was a great night… its probably the first time I was actually on the Dance floor for practically the entire time. I had a brief discussion with one of the ladies there which reinforce some key aspects to this course and I wanted to acknowledge and show my gratitude for this experience.

She had drawn to the fact that my last night could be Jewish … I explained that it the nature of the origins were German in my case as my dad immigrated from Germany during WW2… She had asked me If I had learn to speak German, my reply was that my parents never taught me.  She playfully challenged me in her reply.  She asked me how old I was… I replied “I’m 37” I’m paraphrasing here but her reply was along the lines of at 37 years old there was nothing stopping me from learning… and the only one responsible for not learning was me… That I was the one that had accountability within that respect.  Is this not true for everything in life? Are we not accountable for every choice we make whether we are aware of it or not.

This was a great lesson in terms of the language and how we speak in terms of being effective creators in this world.  For me to say “Mom and Grandmother never taught  me” was posting a blame on someone else outside of myself.  It was pointing my finger at the worth without and letting the effects determine what emotions, idea’s and beliefs behind it.  I am writing this post because I’ve noticed that the old blueprint may show up in ways we don’t expect. But the language and science behind what we say is still exact.  It was a beautiful example of my experiences helping me along and becoming my own observer. We must be ever vigilant!

Conversation @ Salsa Night – Part 2

Our conversation moved into a discussion about documentaries. She had mentioned a documentary she watched about Jackie Robinson The Baseball Player . We just got to talking about TV watching habits. She mentioned she only watches Documentaries and Comedy… and the reasoning behind this would be right in line with the 7 Day Mental Diet. Why fill your brain with things that don’t contribute to your ultimate happiness???  It was an inspirational experience for me because its a reflection of someone who’s blueprint has no room for things that don’t bring her joy.  I’ve always been a SCI-FI fan. I’ve grown up on Star Trek TNG…. (Yeah Fabulous Davene .. I think we can be friends…. 🙂  hehe ) I enjoyed each episode because there was a general theme to everyone that taught a life lesson… but I see how a lot of the stuff I’ve watched on TV has not been so much in line with Joy and Happiness.   A reminded of ways I can be nicer to myself and increase the quality of the Broad Cloth I use to weave the tapestry of my life….  PS there is a great mv5bmjayotcznzyzmf5bml5banbnxkftztgwmzc5ndg0mje-_v1_uy268_cr870182268_al_episode called “Tapestry” where the Captain of the Enterprise is critically wounded and an omnipotent being called “Q” givens him the chance to undo certain mistakes he has made and live a life without these “Mistakes” only to find out that these actions shaped his life gave him the wisdom he needed and made him the great man he had become…. Here is a 2 minute clip from the episode on YouTube for all you Trekkies out there…  Have a great Week 17 Everyone!!!!!! Really looking forward to the Sunday Webinar today!!!

Tapestry Clip

Week 16 – Connecting the dots & being “in phase”


This week has been a week where I feel lots of Gratitude for the hard work and perseverance I’ve put in to starving out the old patterns in the Subconscious mind while continuing along with the hard mental labor accompanying this course.  If there is one thing I would tell anyone that was thinking about starting this course today. If you are going to take it seriously.  You will be spending A LOT more than 1 hour a day and you will be working A LOT harder than you thought you might, but every moment you spend is a moment for yourself and in the words ‘Thank you for taking time with yourself For Yourself’ resound in my mind.

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 I am nature’s greatest miracle.

Vain attempts to imitate others no longer will I make. Instead I will place my
uniqueness on display in the market place. I will proclaim it, yea, I will sell it. I will begin now to accent my differences; hide my similarities. So too will I apply this principle to the goods I sell. Salesman and goods, different from all others, and proud of the differences.

I have had this fear in me in my life to really show the true uniqueness of who I am.  My blueprint had been reinforcing that it was better for me to blend in and keep my weird, geeky quirkiness all to myself. Life’s lessons have taught me that we are all weird and quirky… its all about the weird quirkiness you can live with and embrace fully!  Reading this scroll every day has had the profound effect of helping me to absolutely love all of those parts of me and want to share what I offer as a unique rare being with the world around me!

“I Always keep my Promises”

ipromiseMark & Davene have peppered this statement into the course and I think it is one of the most very important of Persisting and Succeeding.  Even at the start of the course and I was missing the end result of keeping my Promise I have said this so many times since the start of the course it has Percolated into every facet of what I do and It has reached the point where I cannot stand the idea of not keeping my word to myself.  I have been working on becoming fully aware of what this means to me over the past number of weeks. I wish to share it with the world…

When we started the course our Personal Pivotal Needs (PPN’s) & our Definite Major Purpose (DMP) were of huge importance to complete and the it was absolutely important for us to create something that was a true reflection of the direction we were are headed. This has been the foundation for me that has interconnected all the pieces that I have been striving to put together.

Master Keys Week 16 

32. If you wish to bring about the realization of any desire, form a mental picture of success in your mind, by consciously visualizing your desire; in this way you will be compelling success, you will be externalizing it in your life by scientific methods.

I find the biggest challenge in this phase has been to separate the scientific exactness from the roaring thoughts of my very active Conscious mind and the programs the old blueprint has been running.  Its been easy to try to personalize and place an expectation of a result that I am going to get from person A or person B… but in the end to keep a focus on the exactness of the absolute of what we need.  Lately I’ve been able to peel myself away from those programs the old blueprint had been running and focus a lot more in the scientific exactness of where I wish my life to go.  I feel the daily Sit has been absolutely important for all of that.

giraffe_relaxing_connect_dotsThe Subconscious doesn’t filter anything. When we tell ourselves we are going to do something, when we invoke our thoughts and beliefs with emotions, the subconscious steps back and begins to connect what it needs, connecting to the mysterious source that never sleeps to link everything together we ever need in order to bring about what we have fixated our mind on.  If it based on scientific exactness… if its woven with the highest quality of broad cloth … we will manifest what we have created. It will be absolutely in accordance with natural law… it may not always be what we expect … but it will be…. If we “miss the mark” with our actions… if our actions are lacking. Its like we miss on connecting one of the dots and our picture may be slightly less complete and full.. if we miss enough of those dots we won’t see the picture of where our life is headed. Mark J… I hope you enjoy the connecting the dot exercise I’ve included.

If we do not keep our word. If it is not impeccable, the subconscious can’t account for this carit biases our life and what we attract based on our thoughts and beliefs which are charged with emotion… but the one thing all of that needs to work is Action… without action there isn’t a vehicle to make manifest what we create for ourselves… Action… The Vehicle of manifestation! 🙂

The truer our actions line up with our words written.. spoken and otherwise… the quicker our subconscious can begin to get to work and follow that progression where we are linking our actions with our idea’s thoughts and emotions… I see it like a situation in which we become ‘in phase’ with our sweet spot. The stronger our emotions, the more enthusiasm.. and the closer our action matches up…. the more ‘in phase’ we are and the more we connect with what the subconscious is linking up inside of our world within.  By us keeping true with our actions to though and emotion we are reaching into our world within and bringing things to fruition….

For myself Lining up with the truest version of where I need to be going has been a stacked-gold-coins.jpgchallenge. Its easy to get side tracked and to blow my time budget, but what has happened as the result with keeping up with the hard mental labor and the daily exercises has been amazing and it really shows the benefits and advantages to steady mental progression in life.  I find as I move through my journey it has become not only easier to do my morning activities but I find that I am becoming more and more in phase with keeping my words and my promises.  I am more careful with what I say and the agreements I keep because I know that If I say I am going to do something.. I will do it. But what I have also noticed to… the people that had the tendency to follow the principles I am trying to instill in my life are slowly growing wings and flying away from my life.

out_of_phaseThis weekend there is a huge push for me to rework my calendar and to scrutinize my timings that I have listed in my definite major purpose and my chore cards.  Progresses has had the side effect of me seeing things differently so I am better equipped that I have every be to synchronize my Calendar & OATS with my DMP & Smart goals into my routine. It has become of primary importance at this point to produce that harmony within.  I feel as though I have been out of phase with the version of me that I need to be to expedite my hopes and dreams in the most effortless way possible.  I have found myself unable to do everything I say I am going to do on a given day.  I feel I’m around 50-60% in-phase… I would like that to be at least 80%-90%.  With OATS Mark talks about how we schedule in time for those unforeseen things and the extra time needed for them.   I think 80-90% would reflect a true measure of following that principle.

I have begun a progression to become the person I need to be and develop all that habits I need to develop to be the version of Dan that effortlessly manifests a 10% body fat percentage.  This is one of the core components behind my “True Health” Personal pivotal needs.  In December of last year I saw got a family doctor and had my first checkup I had in about 6 years. I had been on a habit of ignoring the need to keep track of where my general state of health was and I knew I had to get a view of where I needed to be.

My goal I have set out for myself is to create a blog connecting my Journey to 10% body fat and a state of true health with my Network Marketing business. I wish to document all my results and set the example for people who are thinking about making a similar choice to the one that I am making.  I remember listening to Mark J’s video’s over and over again and he talks about the subby and how we are setting the example and working towards creating duplicate-able results.  So my process is to not only create a duplicate-able result but to do it step by step and be another example that people can connect to.  Right now this would be my calibration phase where I begin all of the hard mental labor into this progression… laying the foundation for the habits which will not only sustain this process but sustain the equilibrium in the future!

I decided to ask the doctor if he could be part of my transformation.  I wanted to check in with my doctor every so often to monitor my progress… however doctors here don’t offer that kind of option.  He referred me to a Clinic that deals with Diabetes and Endocrinology.  So I had my appointment with them in the first week of January.  They used to offer weight management but ceased to do so recently.  They referred me to a clinic up here in Halton/Oakville Ontario called the Wharton Clinic.  They deal specifically with supporting people to deal with developing and changing their habits successful permanent results. I figured I would not be hearing from them until mid Feb… but not only did I get a phone call from them within the span of a week, but I actually got in on a cancellation so I as able to see them this passed Thursday.

As of this Thursday Jan 12th 2017, I weigh about 264 and measure about 184cm which puts me at about 6 foot…. That gives me a BMI of about 34 which shows me I do have my work cut out for me! 🙂

So this week I am beginning to retrain myself to eat 6 meals a day 3 big ones and 3 snacks. I am supposed to have a calorimeter Test Thursday next week. They will be doing this to essentially measure more accurately what my resting rate at which my body burns calories’s.  So this is all the Calibration phase of my journey thought all of this.  My plan is to take the next 2-3 weeks to calibrate myself to this new life style, synergize it and connect it with my Network Marketing vehicle and use my blog to document every phase of the journey.

I’m really exciting about this process and progression!!!!!!  MKMMA family…  Thank you for reading everyone and I hope you’ve all had a week of growth and progress!!!  Looking forward to connecting with everyone on Sundays Webinar!


Week 15 – Aphids, Snow Flakes, Flowers, Brooms & a Wizard!

Its Saturday Morning and how quickly the first week of 2017 is coming to a close. I have been thinking a lot about the story from the Master Key lesson dealing with how when a Potted Rose Bush Plant Dies:

Master Keys – Week 15

“In order to obtain the material, potted rose bushes are brought into a room and
placed in front of a closed window. If the plants are allowed to dry out, the aphids
(parasites), previously wingless, change to winged insects. After the
metamorphosis, the animals leave the plants, fly to the window and then creep
upward on the glass.”

It is evident that these tiny insects found that the plants on which they had been
thriving were dead, and that they could therefore secure nothing more to eat and
drink from this source. The only method by which they could save themselves from starvation was to grow temporary wings and fly, which they did.

T the sycamore-aphidAphid’s grow wings so they can leave their former home that is no longer capable of sustaining them. Is this not so true with people in your life.  When what you are sending out no longer sustains and feeds the peptide configuration that they are maintaining. The only choice is for them to either change the nature of their diet or Grow wings and fly, fly, fly away.  Right now I am watching old feeling and emotions start to wither and die in my life. As I am doing this all of the infrastructure which was supporting itself on that old blue print is shifting and dying too. The temptation is to go back and feel gratified with anger about the circumstances leading this change. But that is the old blueprint talking. I am ever vigilant of that Tried Tested and True Law of Growth.

Law of Growth

“Whatever we Focus on Grows whatever we forget about atrophies”

This week I got to spend some great quality time with my children.  I am divorced and my kids live in another city. So to get that 1 on 1 time is something I really cherish.  One of my DMP goals is to lead a life in which my outer world reflects an inner world that prioritizes spending time with both of my children Every Week.    My Daughter and I saw the movie Sing which I think would be a great movie for Mark and Davene to suggest next course to reflect a Definite Major Purpose. I will say this is probably my #1 thing I have gratitude for this week in my life. It made if a very very good time for me.

I feel the New Year has started off with the priority of continuing to let a lot of the old go in order to make room for the new. I find right now with us being focused on insight my Subby is getting a real boost in becoming more aware of holding my ground even when I life-after-bankruptcy-feature-money-720x430am  plagued with the disease of despair.  There are certain times in my life now when I am feeling the need to fall into old patterns and I say.. NONONO Dan… this is not the life you wish to live. You do not see yourself living a life where action a).. b) or c) is part of the picture.  Because what is the #1 thing if our ACTIONS are missing… the knowledge itself will never be applied because its only through actions that the activation of this knowledge is possible. So when we do fall into our old patterns and recognize it… not only do we need to congratulate ourselves for a job well done in being aware.. but make the choice to pick an action.. ANY action that will be a reflection of the new pattern!

When I was a younger version of myself my mother took me to a place in which I learned the skills of being able to act out and talk about how I was feeling. So whenever I’m going 11-theater-symbol-masks-free-cliparts-that-you-can-download-to-you-snpuje-clipartthrough something I may do a little bit of role playing in my head to really get to the root of how I am feeling at a particular time. Usually this is in times of feeling down or depressed or angry about something…. oh I am gonna do this… because you (person a, person b, person c) was acting in a certain way.  But what I realized this morning.. is I was indeed talking to myself. I was emotionally engaged in the process…. feeling strong passionate emotion… I am talking about the thing that I DO NOT wish to focus on.. but guess what??? What we focus on grows…. What is it Mark J said… the soil doesn’t care what you grow in it… Corn.. Potato’s…. Night Shade or Poison Ivy…… its all the same… I knew what he was saying… and I’ve know stuffy stuff like this for a long long time…. BUT… I will say this morning.. I am fully and truly aware of it.

I am not to blame….. But i am Accountable….. Truly Accountable for the creative forces that my words and emotions invoke in my life.   I am a wizard and the spells I invoke are the words impregnated with Emotion in which I speak. With words I can build the most intricate beautiful things or release a deluge and a flood to take it all away in an instant.. I am a creator… I am Accountable….” I am Whole, Perfect, Strong, Powerful, Loving, Harmonious and Happy”

The thing I’m struggling with right now is that through my emotion and through my fantasiaxwords I can invoke the energies of likeness in other people.  Could it be..? Could I be accountable for what someone else says?  How can I be… its Their ISSUE… not mine… I am right…. How dare they say this to me… but the thing is… if I am speaking about someone else… I am still speaking about myself… as ‘another self’ Is me! only separated by a degree!  If I am speaking I am creating… If I am speaking about what I don’t want I am still creating what I don’t want! This dialectic reminds me reminds me of a cartoon I remember watching as a kid where Mickey mouse cast a spell on a broom to fetch him a pail of water and the results of his actions get a little out of hand when he loses control of the the the situation. He tries chop the broom up into little pieces and each broom turns into another broom.. each brown is immovable in its power and quest.. This is just like us when we create something with our words.  We may try to take short cuts… but more often broomsandwaterthat not if we are not manifesting thing with the right intent.. the right emotion… Those actions get the better of us.. we lose control… and it can make a little bit of a mess in our lives! In the Cartoon its only when the master magician comes in and cleans up Mickey’s mess is his broom army dispelled… I think in a way our subby is the Magic and our Conscious mind being the Champion and gate keeper of our Subconscious mind is the wizard. It is only when we truly empower ourselves with the right ‘magic’ that we can bring harmony into our lives.   I feel like the Sunday Webinar is ce13be6c61c2c77e053e774f68551c8alike the Magician coming into my life… making me more aware… allowing to be more accountable and reminding me how powerful and amazing each and everyone of us are.   The Fabulous, Davene, Mark, Our Guides (Mine being the Gifted Glorious Gina), My tribe…. all of this is hear to help us learn to become the most powerful versions of ourselves that we can be.  We are learning to become our own Master Magician’s… we are learning to invoke the spells in our lives that have been woven with the most intricate of broad cloth!


I felt it was of tremendous importance to share this going into Week 16 … Because what are we doing?  We are learning about how when the flower withers and Dies the things and experiences that no longer server us evolve and begin to flow outward of our lives.. As the flower dies… the Aphids (A parasite) grows wings to leave the flower…. As we begin to scn0002346_110165truly evolve in our lives… it may be uncomfortable… but being uncomfortable is where the most growth takes place!!!!  We may be tempted to feed into the old blue print because we are afraid of whats happening… I know for me some of this unknown makes me deeply uncomfortable… but do you know what I also see?  I also see tonnes more of smiling faces. I see a great Mastermind… I see friends that I didn’t have.. I see all of the people I help… I see that I’ve become an Emissary of Quan for my Computing Clients… I see that I have so much to be Grateful for… I have life long friends that I did not know only 15/16 short weeks ago.. and yes all this newness scares me.. but I think its my power that scares me to… The Power of being accountable… the power to change my life in any way I see fit.   The power to attract and build whatever I wish!  In a way it was easier just to blame others for the situation I was in. But things being easier surely didn’t mean being happier!

Moving into Week 16

I am left with the notion of how important it is the Starve out the old aspects that no longer serve me.  How even if I am experiencing those moments of despair how important it is to stay strong and continue with the process of evolution. I feel as though the hardest part is over for me… I’ve watched my connections closest family members change and improve over the duration of the course. I’ve watched my relationship with my Grandmother (who I live with ..) evolve into something more Harmonious.  What I have realized… if I can see a marked change in those I care about most… Its a true reflection of the power and effectiveness of the principles we are working with here.   The biggest hurtle with this process learning to truly ‘feel’ the trust the process on a subconscious Snowflake Edgelevel with the Master Keys Mastermind.  When we are doing something new we look for that manifestation of results…  Results I am now reaping the benefits of in a continual process of unfolding and evolution. I think so  much of the success lies in the progress of the approach that we all take.. and the vibrational signature we maintain in the day to day of life. Scroll 4 is slowly percolating into every facet of my subconscious with my daily reading… I am starting to feel that love of being more of who I am. Being my unique quirky self… I constantly tell people… Everybody is Weird… its all about the Weird you can live with! 🙂 Also there is the recognizing the beauty and strength and uniqueness in everyone else. They say no two snowflakes are the same? That goes the same with everyone that has ever been! Being in scroll 4.. really connects me to Scroll 2 (I greet this day with Love in  My heart)… because we not only need to love our own uniqueness but the uniqueness of everyone around us…    Has anyone thought about the fact that we have a 6 month course… but 10 scrolls? 🙂 Even after the course is over… the progress we continue to manifest is up to us.  I personally feel a deep sense of gratitude ever growing in me. I find the flashcard exercise is absolutely amazing. I think I last counted about 122 of them and I’m probably going to be adding anther 20-30 between today and tomorrow.  I want to thank everyone who has taken the time to read and experience this blog post. Thank you Mark, Davene and the Mastermind team for being your awesome selves and creating this space for learning, growth and self discovery.  Thank you Tribe for being there for this continue process of unfolding. Thank you to my friends family for being so supportive in my choosing to do this course!  Thank you Denis for being my Mastermind go to guy that I can talk and share this experience with  and ramble on in excess to almost Every day Daily!  See all of my Mastermind Family in the Webinar tomorrow!!!

If you guys want to have a look the clip I was talking about Its called “Fantasia – The Sorcerer’s Apprentice”  You can watch it on You Tube here: