Week 22a – Integration and the Future Self

One of the many things I have taken away from the Master Keys is realizing how much I enjoy blogging.  I think it is ultimate important to keep current and when you write you need to write in the ‘now’ because that is truly where our awareness should be!

Last week was one of those weeks where my blogging seemed to really take a back seat. So this will be one of the few times I will be blogging about something in the past tense.  I guess its an interesting exercise for me.

In the Week 23 Webinar material Mark J talks about how there is a tendency for students to not want the process to end.  I think this was exactly what I was going through. I felt resistant. I pushed away the training… I can say I actually really truly dug my heals in with a resilient stubbornness which is a classing “Dan” Trait.  I was running from the fact that pretty soon this course will be over and we will be self sufficient. I was running from the fact that In only a few short weeks this program will be over and I will be the Master and Chief of any and all decisions I make with regards to how I apply this material in my life.

Week 22a Really had me focusing on that ‘becoming the master of my emotions’. I reallysun_rays_through_clouds_golden_by_trustock felt a huge moment of awareness set in.  I didn’t disconnect entirely to have my quiet period.. but I had many small moments of quiet in which I found that space for little golden rays of light to shine through.  I am really not in a place in my life where I can take a week to sit in silence. But it has become one of my goals to reach a place in my life where I can take a week to do so.

There were a few days last week where I tried to run as far as I could from the course and the material.  What I found when I did is that who I was.. truly doesn’t exist anymore.  I have openly accepted it so much in my life that there is not a moment in which I am not using some tool that I have learned over the past 6 months. I find my level of happiness and confidence in myself and what I am doing in my life makes things rather effortless for me.

The Self Reliance Article in the Activity says the following:

To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men,

FreeColorfulPuzzlePiecesThese words stuck me with a big huge A-Ha…. If we are All One separated only be a degree.. If we really do believe with true conviction and we truly identify with it.. does’t that mean we are living our fit in the world? By holding Our Definite major purpose and being near dear and true to it.. we are functioning in our role as a Piece of the whole. I love playing with words…. Could it not just be the need to be “at Peace” but to be “at Piece” too….? If we are really believing what is true for us. What we do benefits all men.. thus it is true for all men because we are truly contributing our Piece.. to the universe.

From a very young age I was always a video gamer. Computers fascinated me.. Technology og-sc2-legacy-of-the-voidby itself has been fascinating. There was something as we are on Scroll VI  that really hit home for me last week. About 1.5 years ago I took a step back from all gaming what so ever. I even removed games from my phones. I was the gaming… non gamer?  Everyone seems to have something interesting they unwind around. For many of us it can be Sports.. playing.. watching.. etc..  For me I’ve never been much of a sports fan.. (Sorry Mark and Daveen… football is lost on me:) ) But… gaming on the other hand…. I found an interesting thing beginning to develop in my routine when I was unwinding… I started to watch replays of other people playing various games.. (Starcraft II is one of my faves)…

I wanted you all to hold that thought for a minute… And read this from Scroll VI…

Henceforth, I will know that only those with inferior ability can always be at their best, and I am not inferior. There will always be days when I must constantly struggle against forces which would tear me down. Those such as despair and sadness are simple to recognize, but there are others, which approach with a smile and the hand of friendship, and they can also destroy me. Against them, too, I must never relinquish control –

If I become overconfident, I will recall my failures.

If I overindulge, I will think of past hungers.

If I feel complacency, I will remember my competition.

If I enjoy moments of greatness, I will remember moments of shame.

If I feel all-powerful, I will try to stop the wind.

If I attain great wealth, I will remember one unfed mouth.

If I become overly proud, I will remember a moment of weakness.

If I feel my skill is unmatched, I will look at the stars.

The reality is.. sometimes the things that bring us ultimate joy in our lives.. bring us out of phase with our definite major purpose. Its about keeping ourselves centered..  I took the last week to re-integrate this part of me into my life, but with the understanding that with me being the Master of my emotions … I can have fun and enjoy it… but not let interfere with my definite major purpose in life.  In fact it can be used to enhance my life..

As I began to watch replays… it made me realize how much I did miss the art of gaming and the way it helped my brain unravel itself. It allows me to turn off the chatting mind and lets me flow and create in a way that I don’t do in other pursuits in my life.  I would say Week 22a was about integrating a huge part of me that I had blocked off from the rest of myself… telling that part of me he is important and I need to be WHOLE in order for the future me to manifest different aspects of my being-ness.

I feel as though for a little while it took a lot of my free time.. and I did neglect the course and my normal routine for a while because of it. But the joy I experienced as a result truly made me see how important this part of me is.

My home work for Week 23 was to bring that part of me into balance… to make time for it as part of my schedule and be aware of what my other responsibilities are. There will be times where I simply need to relax and unwind.. Sometimes I will be Salsa Dancing.. sometimes It’ll be hiking…. or yoga.. or Wall climbing.. but sometimes I will just need to disengage from the go go go.. and truly let my soul relax via the processes in which come most naturally to me.

stacks_image_133The biggest part of this, this is all me… I need to be self reliant to make this happen. I have to be the one with the tools to mange my time and my energy… The beauty of what has unfolded with in right now.. is I’ve been given the tools to put everything info focus. I can integrate this part of me and become more Whole Perfect Strong Powerful loving Harmonious & Happy… and be the Champion and Gate Keeper of my Subconscious. After all sometimes its also about learning when to let go and relax….

I think the biggest development for me is learning to remember to keep things balanced when I reach those states of Euphoria and remembering that even when I am happy I need to understand that both the happiness and the sadness are all part of the whole… this has really helped me achieve a balance I haven’t had before in my adult life…

 

 

 

Week 22 – I am the Owner of my Emotions

Its been an absolutely whirlwind if a week and I am overcome with awe and amazement as I watch my life continue to evolved and unfold in different ways as a result of the habits that I have applied in my life.

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I was just thinking about how in life I have become a procurer of tools of consciousness, over the past 2 years I have worked closely with a number of different tools to get me to the point in my life where I was ready to tackle this course with both hands and now for the past 5+ months I have been making doing right by the Master Keys Mastermind a Priority for myself.

Week 22 was no different than any other week in the fact that I have hit a new level of understanding and feel this has been another magical week of evolution growth and change. I’ve learned that with this kind of work and once you start to focus on that world within.. the progression never stops…. I will never look at the same thing twice in the same way.   I have been hearing that from many different people. The principles that work x3max_masterkeyfor me will guide and shape my life no matter what point I am at.  There is no such thing as saying.. oh.. I’m done reading this book I never have to read it again.  One of my Network Marketing meetings was discussing that with respect to the book “Think and Grow Rich”.  I know that the Master Keys are a part of my life now… I can even say that it took me 37 years to reach the point where I was ready to work with this material..

I am actually having a hard time putting into words how I am feeling now. I think where I am at now in my head is actually to new for me to really even process or explain.  It just is… and I’m very happy about that.

Going through my day… one of the habits that I have adopted was asking myself “How can it get any better than this?” & “What else is possible”.  I will say that 100% of the time I receive an answer and I see something that shows me how much better things can get. I think the one huge point of evolution this week will be how I have started to see the difference between when I am focused on my world within and when I am reaching into imagesmy world without and formulating a mindset that is based on living within the result instead of creating my own experience.  My observer has reached the point where I can kind of playing slap myself on the wrist and say.. now now now Dan.. you know where the boundaries are….Maintaining a state of little expectation is becoming more and more effortless.. realizing that I am responsible for attracting my own successes has been something I’ve adopted well and take seriously.

I have been focused on nailing down a ‘part time’ job in which I am getting between 20-25 hours a week.  I’ve ascertained that it will give me what I need while I am ramping up for my 2 main focii which is evolving myself as a Network  Marketing Professional and moving forward with being a Computing Consultant.  I had a brief interview today with in which I was absolutely honest with what I desired from the job and where I was going with my life.  I was completely honest and transparent, because really there is no point now to feed any situation that is anything less than harmonious with my direction.

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It only took about 3 minutes for my perspective employer and I to realize that it was not going to be a harmonious relationship. I expressed sincere gratitude for getting the chance to have that discussion with him and was on my way.  I asked myself the familiar question.. “How much better can things get?” & “What else is possible”… no sooner than I did that my next direction was quickly loading into my mind and away I went.  There was such a feeling of empowerment from this moment because I was able to refine my awareness of my world within and realize that this was not a direction I needed to go. It really is sometimes only through the action of doing that we can know where to go next. I had sent that out there and worked with it and wished it well!

I was working with the Master Keys Week 22 5-6 The most this week:

5. It is through the law of vibration that the mind exercises this control over the
body. We know that every mental action is a vibration, and we know that all form is simply a mode of motion, a rate of vibration. Therefore, any given vibration
immediately modifies every atom in the body, every life cell is affected and an
entire chemical change is made in every group of life cells.

6. Everything in the Universe is what it is by virtue of its rate of vibration. Change
the rate of vibration and you change the nature, quality and form. The vast
panorama of nature, both visible and invisible, is being constantly changed by
simply changing the rate of vibration, and as thought is a vibration we can also
exercise this power. We can change the vibration and thus produce any condition
which we desire to manifest in our bodies.

My post last week was focused on the “Hulk Within”… (Week 21 Post) it really is amazinghulk the effect of surrendering to the Hulk within and the effect it has on the body. I’ve become aware that over the past year even though I’ve not been having an emotional blow out I’ve still been feeling and letting that anger grab a hold of my body and my mind.  So I think my home work over the coming weeks is going to learn to become more aware for myself as to what is involved at truly transmuting that anger so it no longer jacks into who I am and effects me in the way it has in the past…. This brings me all the way to Scroll II

I greet this day with love in my heart.

But how do I react to the actions of others? With love. For just as love is my weapon to open the hearts of men and women, love is also my shield to repulse the arrows of hate and the spears of anger. Adversity and discouragement beat against my new shield and become as the softest of rains. My shield protects me in the market place and sustains me when I am alone. It uplifts me in moments of despair yet it calms me in times of exultation. It becomes stronger and more protective with use until one day I cast it aside and walk unencumbered among all manners of men and women and, my name is raised high on the pyramid of life.

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“It becomes stronger and more protective until one day I cast it aside and walk unencumbered among all manners of men and women”….  That is exactly what I am talking about here… building the tools to evolve past the point in which these emotions affect me in a way that is going to slow me down…. isn’t this what Scroll 6 is all about? Becoming the Master of our emotions so we can truly walk unencumbered? When we reach the point of accountability in which we truly become the master of our emotions and the way our emotions effect us?

I did a great deal of contemplation on the following from Scroll 6

Today I will be master of my emotions.

 It is one of nature’s tricks, little understood, that each day I awaken with moods that have changed from yesterday. Yesterday’s joy will become today’s sadness; yet today’s sadness will grow into tomorrow’s joy. Inside me is a wheel, constantly turning from sadness to joy, from exultation to depression, from happiness to melancholy. Like the flowers, today’s full bloom of joy will fade and wither into despondency, yet I will remember that as today’s dead flower carries the seed of tomorrow’s bloom so, too, does today’s sadness carry the seed of tomorrow’s joy.

8a0f00e21016c98b1d01447ec483f2fb.jpgI know in my life this has always been so true.. there are certain days in which I have woken up with such sadness, other days I have woken up with such joy… I have really not understood this.. but I was thinking about something along these lines… If we are all one.. separated by a degree… if the father and I are one… does it not make sense that we will pick up and tune into the emotions of other selves?  Because we are all one… to me our job becomes more clear… its not just our role to become a source of change in our own lives… but to help transmute the energy and emotion of the world.  To be the people who have taken on the tremendous responsibility for helping and assisting with grounding and transmuting those energies.  One only has to turn on the news to be reminded of the lack of harmony that is around us in our everyday lives… there are storms raging in many peoples lives…  I feel this is one plausible explanation for why we seem to wake up with this emotions that hit us out of left field once in a while.  Maybe we receive these energies not because of what we have done wrong.. but because we are the ones that are strong enough to dissipate these energies just as a lighting rod will function as that point to discharge a lightning bolt form the sky….

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Moving into Week 22A…. I feel that now that I have become very much aware of the effect my emotions have on me.. its time to really work at scroll 6 in feeding my subconscious and making me more and more aware of how to become the master of my emotions.  Another thing that I am working on now is to further my awareness of what it means to be centered on the focus of manifesting my world with in… and learning to give the space for things to unfold in my life in the way they need to.  I think this also for me means continue to learn to let people work in the way they feel they need to in my life.  I come from a position in which I would attempt to control or force a level of manifestation in the way I wanted it to… this made things very rigid in my life and left no room for me to really let anyone in…..  As I am becoming more aware of this I am having a lot more fulfilling experiences and situations enter my life… This is one thing I have absolute Gratitude for in my life right now.. being able to reach this point in which I was aware enough to see this…

Thank you for taking the time to read and share in my journey here. I’m looking forward to our next webinar which isn’t gonna be this weekend but next weekend… I miss everyone.. but I’m fine with that… I have been working hard in rocking my own progression and getting the most of the gifts that have been bestowed on me resulting from this course….